I’ve really come to terms recently that I’m a really dumb person. I used to think that maybe my brain capacities aren’t being fully utilized because I never get enough sleep but I realize that doesn’t seem to be the case. I’ve noticed people who sleep even less than I do are capable of doing so much stuff. Same with people who are in worse situations than I am (I complain a lot but really I have it pretty easy).
I don’t even really speak or write well even though English is my first language. This is where my stream of conscious ends.